“Some try to tell me, Thoughts they cannot defend,”

Sunday, February 24, 2008 - One Response
And I love you, Yes I love you, Oh how I love you.
 Those words explain how I have felt recently. How I feel inside and out, and how I want to continue to feel no matter what.  Things have been rough lately for me mentally wether or not it has seemed like it, I’ve been pretty anxious and worried. About nothing in particular just everything , but one thing has stayed the same. How I love you.
 Yesterday was the Ubuntu Installfest and..
fuck this I’m not in the mood to write.

“Molotow Cocktail?”

Wednesday, February 20, 2008 - 3 Responses

    The shipment from Art-Primo came in Tuesday at around 3:50 PM. I only remember this because it was a few minutes before my mom came home so I could hide most of it, hah. One of the items I ordered leaked all over the bag it came in and on another product so I emailed Art-Primo and they send ship it back and they will send me a new one, So I guess I’m going to do that even though it might take like two weeks to get it again. What-ever.

Today consisted of Throw-Ups, Painting, Megan, Hardware Stores, and Jimmy’s Pizza. Needless to say, it was an absolutely amazing day. Plus. I am ever so more confident in my ability to gain art skills and use them the way I want to. Instead of being lame and colorless like I was before. You will see me someday, I promise.

BTW Molotow is a German brand of spray paint. Its pronounced “Molotov”


“It’s not a failed attempt, I just screwed up this time.”

Saturday, February 16, 2008 - 2 Responses

      Well, today was a very good day. Sarorn and I chilled most of today and ended up at the mall for a bit with my parents. Other then that basically nothing happened but I did end up buying that chisel tip marker I wanted. =] Well, you know how happy I get when I buy things!

OMG, Subway is opening right down the street from my house and I am so beyond ecstatic that I might die. I always want to go to subway but the closest one is in RK plaza which is like a 45 minute walk from here… So needless to say I am excited that I can walk to healthy food now, along with McDonalds, Burgerking, and Wendys.  Woot.

Last night was the Ska Night. I went with Sarorn and Megan and met up with Chynna and Garrette. I was mainly there for Saturday at Nine and I loved their set. It was definately the best set of the night. During their set the lead singer noticed that I was wearing his old bands t-shirt and decided to give me his new bands t-shirt for free! Damn that was amazing.

I also can’t wait for tuesday… shipment from ArtPrimo coming in. =]


Snow day, Rain DAY!?!

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 - 2 Responses

I am pretty sure the school watches a different weather channel then me and that they don’t look outside and see what I see, because the roads warrant no snow day. I am not complaining though, I am just very very surprised.

I need chisel tip sharpies or even no name ones, if any one knows where to get them cheap or if they can give me one or two let me know. If you do end up giving me one or giving me a good lead. I will love you, period. Although I will probably find some on my own a lot faster.

I cannot wait for Tuesday of next week, according to UPS my shipment should be in that day. WOOT. I ordered some stuff from ArtPrimo.com and I am excited to start using it and start getting better at drawing and painting. Next week shall be a fun week, look for me. Also, if you guys know anything about getting cheap plywood, let me know.

Well I aim to update this after today is done, Ill be back.

Ok, Updating again.

Today went okay , I walked to Megan’s house through all the slush and we watched the movie “IT. I actually really enjoyed it, even if it didn’t seem like it hun. We had a good day and I ended up going home and she walked me home. She had to go back though because her mom needed her to do stuff at the house. Other than that the day was great and I had a damn good time even if the walking was wet and the day was gray. I am truly in love.


“Never admit your guilt!”

Tuesday, February 12, 2008 - One Response

    Well its Tuesday and I am not looking forward to the rest of the week. Yes, Friday IS Ska night, well school seems to be outweighing the fact that fun lies ahead. I am completely lost in math and I have no idea what I missed in any of my other classes. What can you do right?

I’m learning how to draw, it’s fun, creative, and allows me to spend time on something which I don’t do often. Megan is helping me get better, I just need to slow down and think about what I am doing instead of rush through it. I have a terrible habit of just rushing through stuff when I should take my time, they say it takes approx. 21 days to break a habit, maybe I can start today.

Ill be back.


Tuesday, February 5, 2008 - 2 Responses




Akronim and McNeezyy


Never take it easy


Only way to gooooo


Is home…


If you looking for us we’ll be in the shop with the games locked possibly playing with the goths now.
Cause we are fighters, YEAHH

Or just the game providers. YEAHH

If your on the network you can get a spot on the game chart possibly beat us out the top yeahh.

But we are fighters, YEAHH

Or just the game providers. YEAHH – :45


In this shop, Living is hell, one day they take our hubs then they hassle McNeil.

We got related teachers that should be in jail, stealing hubs and our buds man this shit cant be real.


Everyday is fight in this class man WE dont even get shit done yo how do we pass man?

We set up this bitch so you can play yo shit but we got the game on lock so you best not diss.

WE run the network through and though you, you got a problem man , we got shit to do.

If you need a quick fix We can do that to, wire it up with A-Tone A-Drew And Mark to!

Anything you throw at us we stay true, you tell us to rewire? We do that to!

Even if you crazy we’ll respect that to, we do what we do never mind about you.1:30




If you looking for us we’ll be in the shop with the games locked possibly playing with the goths now.
Cause we are fighters, YEAHH

Or just the game providers. YEAHH

If your on the network you can get a spot on the game chart possibly beat us out the top yeahh.

But we are fighters, YEAHH

Or just the game providers. YEAHH – 1:54


Have you heard about our shop, the computers and bots?

We dont have receptacles or Internet drops,

Mcneil had a plan, for the electric man but failed, now we in this shop with no avail.

We try to get by, yeah we try to make time fly but its tough when your ignored and left outside.

Even though its bad, we make each week the best cause our team we try to live through this mess…



Cuz if your looking for us you can find us in the shop disobeying the hobbsss

Real slick, thoroubred from these weeks monitors black cause of the hobbs

Just keep on playing now.

Just keep on playing now.

Just keep on playing now.

Just keep on playing now. -2:40


If you looking for us we’ll be in the shop with the games locked possibly playing with the goths now.
Cause we are fighters, YEAHH

Or just the game providers. YEAHH

If your on the network you can get a spot on the game chart possibly beat us out the top yeahh.

But we are fighters, YEAHH

Or just the game providers. YEAHH …


“Weekend at Andy’s”

Saturday, February 2, 2008 - One Response

My weekends tend to be the same every week. I mean, I enjoy them but me and Megan never actually go anywhere or hang out with anyone. I’m not sure why but it always happens. Anyways, we had a good day and I enjoyed it either way.

Today like you probably have deduced was good. Me and Megan felt the need to go to Market Basket and buy what we could with 10$. We ended up leaving with Welch’s Sparkling White Grape Juice, Debbie Snacks, Burritos, Canadian Mints and Ben & Jerrys. I swear that every-time me and Megan go out we seem high, retarded or mentally ill. We are amazing, honestly.

Shop week is coming, there are serious network problems and I am hoping Mr. Bellerose took care of some of the work over the weekend. I have been mainly working on it with Mark and Antonio but he steps in when he feels necessary. Other then that, I have basically been able to figure most of the problems out.

In memory of shop that was, I have written a rap that I will be recording with Akronim MAYBE soon to the instrumental of “Soul Survivor”  – I will update more on this later, it’s kind of a shop only thing, so you won’t get any of it if you aren’t directly in shop. BTW, Don’t make fun of me, I enjoyed doing this.

Well that’s all I have to say, BYE!

English class is not 1337.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008 - 4 Responses

Well, you guys know about how me and Megan created a 1337 keyboard layout but I have taken it a bit farther. If you want to learn more, and stay updated I created a website for the layout. Visit Here! That page will carry information about the product and any updates we might release.

Also, I deleted my news blog, no point in my keeping a blog that gets one view a day and isn’t even interesting to any of my friends. Anyone who has my news page as an affiliate or anything should remove it and replace it with my Layout site.

Well if you cannot tell by the title, I had a terrible time in english today, and no I am not capitalizing that evil word. She has taken a bareable subject and used threats, annoying teaching methods and laziness to make it possibly the worst 88 minutes of my life. I don’t think I even should talk about this any more, thats how much I care about english.

Lunch was actually great, I got 3 peices of pizza for the price of 2 and gave one to Megan so she could eat today. She got sick though so I felt bad after. For some reason I love the ranch soaked pizza and creamy Italian dressing on lettuce, it’s just the perfect lunch and I haven’t gotten sick of it yet. Go Greater Lowell Vocational Technical High school and their talented culinary department.

Megan wasn’t feeling good after school so she decided to go home and I did the same. There was really nothing to do at home except my taxes which I did and I filed both my state and federal taxes with 250$ coming back to me, hopefully soon. Although there was talk in the news about not getting tax returns till after February because of a bill that was signed into effect late into the year. Who knows.

Well this is all I have to say, Bye!

Elite Speak.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008 - 5 Responses

Me and Megan were talking today on the bus about 1337 and how people don’t really know what it is. Like the fact that some people believe its just all numbers and the occasional bracket. Well, it’s not. It is an extensive way to type using symbols instead of letters to type and write. So me and Megan together are developing a 1337 Keyboard Layout. Which means you can install said layout and your keyboard will type }{ instead of H without you having to do anything. It is an instant 1337 typer! You can change back and forth quite quickly too. We are very very excited to be releasing this and its final version will probably be out tomorrow. If you are interested It will be released with instructions on how to install and more information. It will be included in a post as a link tomorrow at the bottom.

Today was just another day in school, not enjoying most of it till related. I FOUND OUT TODAY SOMETHING AMAZING, In related next year we are learning NETWORK+! I can have a A+ certification AND Network+ certification right out of high school! THAT IS AMAZING! The experience I will have is spectacular. I’m beyond excited, you don’t even know. Man, I can’t get over it…

Also, the ska night is getting closer and closer. I have about like 7 people going now, just because of me saying something. My god, the excitement I have today is unbelievable.

ALSO ALSO, I went to borders today and an old friend from Planet Syrinx, a computer gaming place, was there. I asked him about what happened to the place because it shut down and he said that it just wasn’t making a profit and the owner just had to close down. Apparently the owner has a good networking job in Boston now though, so he is doing well for him self which is good to hear.

Well I have nothing better to say. Bye!



“You haven’t blogged in like, FOREVER?!”

Monday, January 28, 2008 - 3 Responses

I have been hearing that sentence lately and It has convinced me that people really do read this blog, and that it is important that I update it. I always thought this blog was just a waste of time, but it’s actually a lot of fun and it helps me with my writing skills. I have just recently started typing “alot” as “a lot” because I am getting accustomed to the fact that my computer puts a red line every time I spell it wrong. Plus, all my friends can see how I viewed my day and really start to understand me better, and my girlfriend loves it =].

Okay, onto the daily stuff. I am back on class week again and several struggles arise. I haven’t been doing as much work in class as I would like to be doing. I am really just kind of hanging out because I really just feel… like doing nothing! I don’t know what it is, I just am really talkative this week, who knows. What can you do, right?

Today started the same as it normally does, Megan and I stopped at my shop and chilled for a bit till she headed off to shop to start her day. While in shop I noticed my hub was still on the wall and hasn’t been replaced with a school one yet… I am not to excited about that. I mean, I don’t mind helping Mr. McNeil but not Mr. Bellerose in any way. After all that hubbub I had to start my day and go to math.. I struggled today a bit, but I am getting it. The rest of my day was pointless, EXCEPT having a sub in English which was a blessing, and Lunch with Megan was great =].

After school Megan had to go to the vet with her kitten “Tessie”. So I went home and played Half Life2 from 2:30 to 5:30, god that game is addicting. Now, your probably wondering why I have a new game right?!, yeah I figured not. Well, this weekend was me and Megan’s 2 year anniversary and I got my self that gift. Now, me and Megan decided to buy our own gifts so we enjoyed what we had because anniversaries really don’t constitute getting a gift anyways. Other than that, me and Megan had an amazing time Sunday and I couldn’t of asked for a better time.

Well, that’s all I have for you! Bye Bye!